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Locked by My own Heart

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The heart in your body is pounding, trying to escape it's cage you call your chest.
while you take the knife to free yourself from the misery which is called your life.
The caged body breaks free and the bindings of your heart soar into your throat.
The emotions that made you feel worthless bind themselves to your hand, letting your tears flow to block your vision and making your body motionless.
Lost in thoughts and in feelings to be bound onto your heart, while the ones outside chose your answer unaware. Your friends, your family and even the strangers on the road decide that you have to live.
Not because you want, but because you have to. Which is why you stay imprisoned in your heart.

Although I hate my depression... 
I love the art idea's it gives.... I actually made this account so I could be more open about my feelings, through my art.
But I never really made something that says how I feel as much as how this piece does.
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This is quite descriptive of your feelings, regardless of your skill limitations. You can always practice and get better, the ideas are there already, though, and those are really important. (Even if they are a result of your condition.)

This resonates with me, because I've once been in a similar spot, although probably not that bad. I never thought too much about wanting to end it. It's a bad situation to be in, and I hope that you can overcome it! May I suggest a book to you, that helped me along a lot? "Feeling Good" by David Burns. You have to want to get better, though, which isn't as self-evident as it may sound. I any case, I wish you strenght!